15/03/2025
Back to capturing moon shots on a camera, while I am in the plains for a longish hiatus. It's odd how much time I spend indoors, be it day or night, in the city. The focus is also different, the things I do are rather different too, as compared to my time in the mountain home, with forest surrounding us on all sides.
While there is no wildlife to look out or avoid at night in my gated community here, light pollution and air pollution make night skies very hazy, and unhealthy, most of the time. But spring offers some beautiful clear nights and those are the times I pick for my evening walks. Walks outdoor after sunset are a complete no back in the village. But i have balconies that serve as best seats for viewing sunrises and aunswrs, moom rise and star trails. Not just that, I have the bestest views of all this and more from all the beds and all the dining room chairs too, and from my kitchens too. It's just the opposite here. I have to make an effort and check the AQI before venturing to catch the moon, and stars gazing with the naked eye is literally just crumbs. And yet, I am at peace.
Day walks, even at noon time are a joy in the hills, with so much shade available wherever I go. That's something I won't try in Gurgaon easily, even in peak winter, unless it is a rare clean AQI day. Early waking is a joy in anticipation of the pre sunrise views of the mountain peaks from my cottage, right from my bed, or outside. Here, mornings are only about the rise in traffic and people rushing about starting their hectic routines. No time for them to stand and stare. Which is basically my state of existence almost all the time, everywhere :)
And yet, I relish my urban joys.Meting people much like me. Dressing up. Spring flowers and planned layouts of carefully tended gardens. Exhibitions, films shows, music events. The food at parties, so varied, with so much effort and thought gone into it. Window shopping.
I am content here, just as I am content there. The differences do not make anything more, or less, now. The balance is within, the fulfillment too. It is all one.