50 Shades of Dusty

04/13/2023

Im back baby

50 Shades of D is back and this is my new track
Simplicity of Serendipity

Nothin in my life has ever transpired logically.
As there is no m**hodology to this sinner's mentally in my alternate realities
Liven in hell or divinity
Choosing the simplicity of serindipity or repricrosity of the sinner man's complexity.
F**k me I'm may just be another dead body.
Another overdosed statistic
If I kept doing m**h and down that's realistic.
Woke as f**k narcan kits resurrections with epileptic like fits trying to escape this life of m**hadone s**ts doing crime for dope riskin 3-5 year bits
F**k that s**t cuz I'm not the one
Just A punk mother f**ker with a needle as a gun. If I Keep collapse n veins and I'll be done. So replapsin is just not an option
So instead I'll follow the holy ghost father and son.
Faith through humility and this one's won but it took me being trapped in a hole so deep their was no where left for me to run.
Nothin in my life has ever transpired logically.
As there is no m**hodology to this sinner's mentally in my alternate realities
Liven in hell or divinity
Choosing the simplicity of serindipity or repricrosity of the sinner man's complexity.

Find self or die trying because God gave me these wings for flying. I've lived through too many miracles every day to start Denying How many near death experiences through su***de attempts and od deaths it took start realizing. That no heartfelt emotions are worth comprising. As the language of this heart is worth visualizing within these tantalizing dreams like slow motion movie scenes gettin glanced like a box of Krispy Kremes cuz yea I was more comfortable in the dark afraid to love everyone of you from the bottom of my heart. But who am I to not shine as the world is mine done testing his will praying for a sine because gods given me more than enough to be just fine because I'm 50 Shades of D and I'm on God's time
Nothin in my life has ever transpired logically.
As there is no m**hodology to this sinner's mentally in my alternate realities
Liven in hell or divinity
Choosing the simplicity of serindipity or repricrosity of the sinner man's complexity.

I was brought into this dark cave
Carried by unknowing willing slaves.
Pretending that everything is ok
When I'm one of the few who can see my cage.
I've expressed my rage until suppressed into depression.
Our collective divinity placed into programed regression.
Too long this sat itching uncomfortable under my skin.
Anxiety ridden trapped in my flesh through mortal sin.
Powerlessness progression manifestation through my addiction to fit in the lies we're all living in.
Came to believe that I am a canary in the coal mine.
Chocking on toxic air blinded by smoke looking for a sign.
Overdosed fist to the sun yelling your will not mine.
Killing God's grace within with every single line.
Turn around face God love is patient love is kind.
Point to point there is nothing left to find.
Done being dope sick and with this daily grind.
Until my heart blew into a million pieces as it began to shatter.
From a hand written card from a five year old boy that said I matter.
Then this fire within set my soul ablaze
So I let this love consume me to escape this maze.
Ashes to dust resurrected anew
Fear armed with courage I started crawling into what I always new.
The bars came down the lies faded away
God always knew that I'd become a phoenix one day
From that moment I was woven in the womb crafted from clay and I turn to gold the moment I pray

Nothin in my life has ever transpired logically.
As there is no m**hodology to this sinner's mentally in my alternate realities
Liven in hell or divinity
Choosing the simplicity of serindipity or repricrosity of the sinner man's complexity.

04/13/2023

50 Shades of D is back and this is my new track
Simplicity of Serendipity

Nothin in my life has ever transpired logically.
As there is no m**hodology to this sinner's mentally in my alternate realities
Liven in hell or divinity
Choosing the simplicity of serindipity or repricrosity of the sinner man's complexity.
F**k me I'm may just be another dead body.
Another overdosed statistic
If I kept doing m**h and down that's realistic.
Woke as f**k narcan kits resurrections with epileptic like fits trying to escape this life of m**hadone s**ts doing crime for dope riskin 3-5 year bits
F**k that s**t cuz I'm not the one
Just A punk mother f**ker with a needle as a gun. If I Keep collapse n veins and I'll be done. So replapsin is just not an option
So instead I'll follow the holy ghost father and son.
Faith through humility and this one's won but it took me being trapped in a hole so deep their was no where left for me to run.
Nothin in my life has ever transpired logically.
As there is no m**hodology to this sinner's mentally in my alternate realities
Liven in hell or divinity
Choosing the simplicity of serindipity or repricrosity of the sinner man's complexity.

Find self or die trying because God gave me these wings for flying. I've lived through too many miracles every day to start Denying How many near death experiences through su***de attempts and od deaths it took start realizing. That no heartfelt emotions are worth comprising. As the language of this heart is worth visualizing within these tantalizing dreams like slow motion movie scenes gettin glanced like a box of Krispy Kremes cuz yea I was more comfortable in the dark afraid to love everyone of you from the bottom of my heart. But who am I to not shine as the world is mine done testing his will praying for a sine because gods given me more than enough to be just fine because I'm 50 Shades of D and I'm on God's time
Nothin in my life has ever transpired logically.
As there is no m**hodology to this sinner's mentally in my alternate realities
Liven in hell or divinity
Choosing the simplicity of serindipity or repricrosity of the sinner man's complexity.

I was brought into this dark cave
Carried by unknowing willing slaves.
Pretending that everything is ok
When I'm one of the few who can see my cage.
I've expressed my rage until suppressed into depression.
Our collective divinity placed into programed regression.
Too long this sat itching uncomfortable under my skin.
Anxiety ridden trapped in my flesh through mortal sin.
Powerlessness progression manifestation through my addiction to fit in the lies we're all living in.
Came to believe that I am a canary in the coal mine.
Chocking on toxic air blinded by smoke looking for a sign.
Overdosed fist to the sun yelling your will not mine.
Killing God's grace within with every single line.
Turn around face God love is patient love is kind.
Point to point there is nothing left to find.
Done being dope sick and with this daily grind.
Until my heart blew into a million pieces as it began to shatter.
From a hand written card from a five year old boy that said I matter.
Then this fire within set my soul ablaze
So I let this love consume me to escape this maze.
Ashes to dust resurrected anew
Fear armed with courage I started crawling into what I always new.
The bars came down the lies faded away
God always knew that I'd become a phoenix one day
From that moment I was woven in the womb crafted from clay and I turn to gold the moment I pray

Nothin in my life has ever transpired logically.
As there is no m**hodology to this sinner's mentally in my alternate realities
Liven in hell or divinity
Choosing the simplicity of serindipity or repricrosity of the sinner man's complexity.

09/12/2017

My belated mother was an amazing woman. She taught me a lot about critical thinking and social liberties. She wore a button on her hate that describes her to the tea. 'Question authority, not your mother.' I skipped a lot of high school classes to hang out with her and her scholarly friends at UBC and a lot of my mentors where lawyers, scientists, philosophers, sociologists and the like. I learned about Noam Chomsky through both his ground breaking work in phonology and through his social justice views.

I was a poster child for the APEC protests in 1997 at UBC and was very involved in the civil disobedience side and the trial through the complaints commission. My best friend and mentor was a civil liberties lawyer and we as a team of many went through thousands of hours of footage, as well as, boxes and boxes of documents which can be viewed at the UBC archives.

I am writing this not to ettify myself or talk about the ills of the neo conservative agenda.
I am writing this to speak to the importance of critical thinking, passion and love. I became affiliated with many departments thinkers and met many great minds in the late nineties. People from academia, media, lay, and political spheres, as well as police. Both had people full of love and others very ridged.

I learned nothing is black and white. I learned our commonality is our humanity and before anything else, religion, status, job, political sides, and the like we are human beings first. I choose to start with that, our humanity and my questioning starts by bringing all I encounter back to our humanity. My alone questions start there also yet I love to play within abstract intellectual concepts within grey areas and any other curiosity.

One of my goals now is to read and learn from sides I don't agree with and also learn about what I am told to dislike. I will question everything. Well except for my mom.

Love you all.

Dusty Momiji

03/05/2017

50 shades of dusty got his swagger on track.
First shade of dusty got his twin flame back.
Trust and love there was never lack.
Second shade writing he has a knack.
Poems stories songs hip hop free style.
Eminem like confidence coming off like 8 mile.
Words to feed the heart got the digits to dial.
Sonic boom heart beams the anti Gyle.
Third shade to come and it's all about fun. But this is just a tease this rhyme is done.

09/21/2016

Nothing gets me so stoked and excited to see people fall in love with there dreams. Falling in love with your dreams is a huge part of your WHY.

09/17/2016

This amazing warrior goddess is selling prints until tomorrow night to support a women's shelter within the downtown east side in honor of her birthday.

Photography by Antonia L Ybarra , love capturing the beauty of my people ….. and everything on Mot

09/16/2016

For those who came tonight

on round of Z point

09/15/2016

Just want to let you all know you are worthy you are loveable you are loved and guess what you are love.

09/15/2016

My why is to uplift humanity, like so many others on this grand globe. I love you all so much.

Dreams are seeds and everyone of us is a dreamer. We each deserve the means, motive and opportunity to follow our dreams. What are your dreams^ Finding your ...

09/10/2016

One of my favourite things to do is to uplift humanity. So what I do with every step is do that. I smile at everyone I see, I sing/dance while I walk, say hi to as many people as I can, I tell jokes, I feel your joy and feel your sadness and act accordingly. I want to hear your hopes wishes and dreams.

I see dreams as seeds and know everyone is a dreamer. I believe that we all deserve the means motive and opportunity to follow our dreams. Everyone I meet gives me so much energy. I fall in love with everybody truly, madly, deeply.

Nothing gives me more joy than to see people thrive in a kind and gentle way. I look into your heart and help you find your 'WHY'

I have been doing this my whole life and have seen many miracles. Now it is time to expand what I am in a big way. I am going live with the project. There will be lots of super cool video documenting my amazing life and all that I am so stay posted things are going to get Dusty from here on in.