16/10/2026
RESTORE MY CROSS
An invitation to filmmakers, supporters, and willing hearts to help carry Les Contes' story forward.
Beloved Friends,
High above the house at Les Contes, perched on a craggy peak, stands a white wooden cross at seven metres high, visible throughout the valley. Its wood is rotten; it sways in storms, weathered and battered by the bitter winters of these mountains.
It is time to restore the cross: to raise a new one in its place, catching the light and standing as an emblem of faith, hope, and Christ’s enduring love.
This undertaking began with a quiet, inward conversation.
In prayer, I heard the words:
*“Restore My Cross.”*
Then came:
*“Lay It All Down.”*
And I knew that meant the last of my money…
The answer I heard was simply:
*“Yes.”*
Those words have stayed with me. I knew I had to act quickly, so yesterday I pitched the project to our team, who lit up like Christmas trees at the idea of taking it on. The guys got busy with measurements, timing, the soon-coming winter, and manpower needed. The women thought about oils, prayers, restorative dates and beauty.
Together we get it done.
And this brings me to the very human task of asking for a witness, to document what may be the last of my contributions to Les Contes. An investment that could easily endure one hundred years.
In January 2021, I bought Les Contes, a great white mountain house between Fougax-et-Barrineuf and Montségur, in the wild beauty of the Occitan Pyrenees. Springs emerge from the mountainside, woodland paths climb through the valley, and water accompanies our days.
Les Contes means *the tales*, or *the stories*. Local tradition tells of women gathering beside the source to wash their clothes and exchange the news of village life. I love that image: hands in the water, the washing getting done, lives being shared.
The house has its own stories, many of which we are still uncovering.
The history handed down to us speaks of 6-8 young Jesuit priests living in the Presbytère, the earlier stone house, before the colonie buildings were added, with Père Antonie remembered as the main priest. Later came the Colonie de Vacances Saint-François-Régis. Our scrapbook of black-and-white photographs preserves an opening celebration in 1935, connecting us with generations of children who spent their summers here.
We are still searching for the cross’s origins. I would love to discover who first raised it, whose hands shaped it, and what hopes accompanied its place above the valley.
Today, Les Contes is a guesthouse, sanctuary, and place of pilgrimage. There are nineteen individually designed guest rooms, a library with an open fire, permaculture gardens, and our seasonal Red Rose Café. There are rescued animals to care for, meals to prepare, guests to welcome, and the endless demands of an old mountain house.
There is a community dedicated to living alongside these daily tasks. The goats need feeding. A room needs tending. Someone needs a little company.
For me, these things are part of prayer. Faith takes shape in the care we give, the patience we practise, and the welcome we offer.
At the heart of Les Contes is Notre Dame de Sophia — Our Lady of Wisdom, our chapel dedicated to the Holy Spirit and the good works of Mary Magdalene. Alongside it are baptisms at the source behind the house, our Living Prayer Ministry, and a fledgling community learning to share a life of faith.
We welcome people of every background and belief. There is room to arrive with questions, sit quietly, listen to the waters, and find words for what is stirring within.
My own life here is centred on Christ. Restoring the cross is a personal act of faith, offered freely to this valley.
Living beneath Montségur also means holding the memory of the Cathars with tenderness and honour. History suggests their understanding of the cross differed from mine. I honour their way of life, their devotion, and the suffering endured here, while expressing the faith I live now.
I often say that I envision Les Contes becoming another Lourdes. Something France can be proud of. A more discreet, humble sanctuary of Living Waters, Shepherds and appearances of Our Lady and Lord.
I think of Mary Magdalene, Martha, Lazarus, and the first disciples: the intimacy of knowing Him, loving Him, and allowing that love to change a life.
That is the possibility I want to nurture here.
We've already shared our journey through Channel 4’s Help! We Bought a Village**. More recently, I appeared in the Belgian series **Dwars door de Pyreneeën**, sharing my connection with the Cathar caves at Ornolac. A TV show soon to be aired in the Netherlands, a country and people deeply moved by this region in France.
I am now seeking a production company or documentary filmmaker interested in following this next chapter: the search through photographs and memories, the making and raising of the new cross, and the unfolding life of the house, chapel, waters, and community.
There is beauty here, uncertainty, financial pressure, affection, and laughter. I would welcome a filmmaker willing to approach it all with curiosity and sensitivity, following the story as it happens.
I am also seeking financial support as we build the 'manpower' to assess the existing cross, plan its replacement, and make and erect the new one with care. I welcome conversations with those drawn to support the chapel's wider work, the Living Prayer Ministry, and our growing community.
I have given Les Contes my heart and much of my resources. To carry this next stage well, I need others beside me.
Perhaps you have a practical skill to offer, can contribute financially, or know a filmmaker who would feel drawn to this story.
Please get in touch. I would love to walk with you beside the waters, open the chapel door, and show you the cross we hope to restore.
My prayer is that one day we will look up together and see it shining above the valley, grateful for every willing heart and pair of hands that helped it rise.
With love,
Aletheia (Anaiya) Sophia
Les Contes, Ariège, French Pyrenees
Photo of our old cross taken by Alex Smith.
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