05/01/2026
This year, Iām playing small āØ
2025 saw the biggest shift in my life yet; the transition from solo traveller to first-time mother.
Itās so strange to think that at the beginning of the year, Sonny was curled up inside my bump (usually against my bladder) and now heās a proper wee earth-side human and rapidly developing; high-speed crawling, standing, climbing and showing off his smiley, cheeky personality.
The tiredness that lives in tandem with all the joy that be brings has made me teary, snappy, struggling to hold a conversation, and unable to muster the brain power or inspiration to write.
Expecting to be able to operate at a similar frequency to before was naive; stupid even.
Sleep deprivation, baby brain, and trying to keep a business afloat and maintain an online presence is A LOT.
As always though, many lessons have been learned.
I know for sure that 2026 will NOT be a year of hustling and high achievements.
Iāve been offered a big writing gig which Iām having to decline. Itās just too much and too soon.
I donāt have my usual list of adventures, projects and goals.
I donāt have a clear direction or true sense of who I am anymore.
Iām in my season of early motherhood, and solo parenting for the most part, which logistically, energetically, and realistically doesnāt leave a whole lot of room for professional goals and personal milestones.
And, right now, Iām making peace with that.
I will definitely still be working, travelling, and storytelling, but Iāll be very mindful of what I can manage and it wonāt be at my prior pace.
I am striving for simple joys, self care, and doing my best as a mum; whatever my best looks like each day.
I do have some ideas for passion projects swirling away in the back of my mind. Watch this space!
Of course the turn of the year is a wonderful time to look ahead with excitement and ambition, but if only thing ānewā on the horizon is the year itself, thatās okay.
Whatever emotions youāre carrying into this year - hope, fear, grief, gratitude - be kind to yourself (Iām carrying them all, by the way).
You donāt need to have it all figured out right now. I certainly donāt.
Thank you all so much for sticking around.
Letās wait and see where the year takes me.
Happy New Year, from my chaotic home, to yours ā¤ļø