05/31/2026
I healed enough to say yes to this.
Not because everything was perfect. Not because I had it all figured out.
Because I finally trusted what my body already knew.
There was a version of me that would have found every reason not to come. Too expensive. Too far. Too indulgent. Too much.
That version of me said no to a lot of things I actually wanted. I was stuck in fear and control. And didnāt know until I started healing.
This is not that version.
If your nervous system has been running the show ā keeping you safe by keeping you small ā I see you. I was you.
The yes gets easier. I promise. At first it doesnāt feel that way- it took me 8 months to get here- and was worth the crying- unraveling all of it- because I can experience life full now.
I didnāt know until I knew- if you want the part of the story I couldnāt share here- comment healing and I will DM you. Iām sharing all of it. This is not mental health advice this is my own personal experience