09/25/2026
I have about two weeks to get ready for camping season. I have to mow 12 acres, I have to trim trees and chainsaw down branches.
I have to finish cleaning the barn. I have to order dirt to fill the stalls where I’ve cleaned them so much. And the rescue side keeps flooding out.
I have to repaint the campground bathroom and get it ready.
I had someone promise me and con me.
He said when it gets closer to Camping time we would get everything done. Made so many promises, all lies.
He couldn’t even help then.
He manipulated me into going out with him all the time when I had things to do.
And that would’ve been fine if he had truly been a kind person. Pulled his empty wallet out more. Definitely not the person I signed up for. And I definitely would’ve paid for more than I should’ve knowing how much help he promise to bring. If you can’t bring anything to the table at least bring kindness and your true heart a kind heart.

He was a liar, a manipulator, a boy that had no empathy or sympathy for anything except himself.
I was crushed by a horse been to the hospital twice in 11 days and thank God I went yesterday because it’s worse and it’s possible my lungs could collapse but guess who’s gonna go out there and try to get everything done because I don’t have a choice? That’s right, Me. I don’t have help.
And I sure didn’t need a parrot, a liar, a narcissist that tried to use me for money.
The worst of the worst kind of person to think that he was going to take advantage of someone that takes care of animals. I was too smart for you. I have God on my side and peace like no other.
I am so much better off without him and I’m so much happier to have my peace again.
But now I’m stuck.
And even if he saw this he wouldn’t care. And that’s great!
But he’s broke, doesn’t have a home, drives around an $80,000 truck that he’s completely upside down in that he cannot afford he has zero equity in it.
So I’m good, I’m real good!
I will heal.
He will be broken, toxic, and always blaming everything on everyone else. Every girlfriend that has ended a relationship with him, it was always their fault.
I know for sure that a lot of things have been my fault in my life and I take accountability for myself.
Watch out for Shaddi!
I don’t normally call people out but this has put me and my animals and my business in a really difficult spot.
I know things don’t last forever but you couldn’t even keep up your lies up for two weeks. I saw through your game quick.
Ladies he’s the ugliest person inside and not the greatest looking person outside but I believed in his heart and that’s all that mattered. I was wrong.
He could’ve leveled up, he could’ve had a good life.
With an amazing person.
His loss, definitely not mine.
The seasonal help would’ve been nice.
People do right by people.
I try to do right by everybody, I give too much. And I want to believe in everyone and that’s my fault.
Don’t worry I will have everything ready for everyone. I will push through.
Looking forward to seeing everyone! And thankful for the people who tried to warn me. I just want to see the best in every person.
Sorry to put my business out there. But I’ve got a lot to do in a short amount of time and I’m really disappointed. I gave way too much. As usual.
April ~