12/12/2025
Back in 2008, I had a dream that marked the beginning of my Magdalene path. In the dream, I opened up a magickal book that created a holographic projection. It was my late mother, dressed like Mother Mary, riding a horse and carrying a large sword. She cried out, “Magdalena, Magdalena!” and gave me instructions that I wrote in my journal upon waking. That same night, an old friend called me by that name, and I knew I had to learn more. That was my initiation and how I first came to know her.
In 2020, her essence came to me again with a charge I couldn’t ignore. The Holy Spirit spoke: women are not only to awaken, we are to heal. To become lighter. To nurture our divine purpose. And that purpose is unification through healing. Unification is not about blending everything into sameness. It is the integration of what has been split apart within us. It is bringing the hidden parts into the light, reconciling the feminine and the masculine, restoring wholeness where there has been fracture. True integration is not selective. It embraces the fullness of the story.
And this is where I must speak plainly. I’ve seen many Magdalene guides spring up on Instagram that exclude Jesus, as if He had nothing to do with her becoming. They glorify her but cut away the very person who defined her transformation. Without Him, she is reduced to a symbol of feminine power, yet divorced from the source of redemption, purpose, and integration that calls us.
If His name stirs discomfort in you, pause with that. Maybe His name was once used in ways that wounded your story. Maybe you equate Him only with patriarchy or rigid religion. But can you separate Him from the distortions? Can you see Him not through projection, but through the truth of His presence in her life?
Integration means bringing even these wounded places into the light. Healing is not bypassing what feels hard, it's inviting it in and letting it be transformed. Without this, the story of Magdalene stays fragmented. With it, wholeness becomes possible.
We are not waiting for His return. He is waiting for ours.