02/11/2023
I’m an old school guy. I use a PC for my computer work. I don’t even know where to begin when it comes to social media. I made a recent post to gain some traction on a project I feel is important. There’s a 50/50 chance whether the nice greedy self-serving individuals are moving along behind the scenes or not. Even if they called me up right now at 3:30 in the morning and told me I’m spinning my wheels I would not believe them.
I cannot take the chance. I admired and trusted the owner of the ranch for a very long time and found later that I had been deceived to the degree that brings my thoughts to a very dark place at times. This is a man who spent millions of dollars building a church in Carlsbad.
If there’s even a 1% chance that they’re working on following through with the proposed ICF facility things will never be the same in the neighborhood. “Epic proportions” is how I would describe the wholesale change, and not for the better. Every aspect of your lives would be affected.
But hey! Looks like I really should just give up on spending the next 6 months of my life on this. I’m being evicted. I’ll be moving in 2 weeks. I don’t see any support for this. The 2 donations adding up to $70 were done from my household. I just spent $650 on the first little piece of the puzzle to start this endeavor. Money, I don’t have.
I will pull the gofundme in the morning if I don’t get some help with this. I will drive away from here knowing that I gave it my best effort.
Pretty soon I may be able to sleep well again.